I've recently made some big personal and professional decisions that have required a huge leap of faith, and trusting my heart.
While speaking with a new Tri friend, I was asked how I was doing with the changes, and I responded that even though I was optimistic, there is still some discomfort in the unknowns…
He related this period of my life to an athlete's first time in open water. He said it can be scary, daunting even - You can't see the bottom (or even 3 feet in front of you in Texas water!)
But despite the vast unknown of the open water, you trust in your ability to stay above it. You focus on your swimming, your breathing, and you believe in your ability to finish what you started.
I thought about this throughout the swim at Ironman Waco, every time I caught myself thinking about how far I had left to go (or what might be touching me in the water - I couldn't see other swimmers in front of me until I was touching their feet) But I never doubted my ability to get to the finish, and I trusted myself more than any of the fears that tried to creep into my mind about the unknown or the uncontrollable factors surrounding me.
Fear only exists in your mind, and the only power it has over the outcome of your journey is determined by YOU and you alone. As long as you trust your ability to stay above the water, you will get to that finish!